love, does everyone need it or are we just brainwashed to believe that we need it? it’s everywhere. in films, songs, books. can’t turn your head and the believe that we are suppose to have someone to love is there. I’m not saying that there is a conspiracy or anything, people who are or have been in love truly believe that it is the way to be for everyone and that no one would want to go though life without it.
I do want it but have to realist that it is well possible that I am meant to be alone. that it can be that I am not capable of having a meaningful relationship. it’s just painful, being told by every art form known to man that my live will never be complete without that little thing called love. it’s not that I have never touched the feeling, I have and it was only frighting and confusing. not beautiful or joyful, just maddening and something to run from as fast as I could. I am not made for it, any of it.
is there happyness without love ? I guess, I will find out.