that is how one overcomes fear, one step at the time. if your really afraid of something a very small step can feel like a giant leap.
I am thinking about making one baby-step into realising my dream (becoming a writer) it will be a small step but also a impotent one for me. I am thinking about setting up another blog and post there my work. I will be still safely hidden in anonymity but still a scary thing. I do want to know if it’s any good, will people like it?
last asked on a party by someone I didn’t know what I was writing (he also writes and friend told him that I did also) and I refused to tell him. really silly of me and I am not sure why I get this way maybe because what I am currently writing gets in some ways very close to home. the story is made up but some of the feelings that are centre to the story have been mine. maybe I am just afraid of how people will react to that and whether they will know about this.
if that blog is going to be there, I will put a link here of course but I am not sure how many of you will be able to read it. the thing is that I write in Dutch, I couldn’t do it in any other language then my own.
I’m getting more determent to relise my dream and am begining to dare to hope that I will get there someday, but that is still many baby-steps away.