when a child grows up it will eventually spread out it’s wings and fly from the elderly nest, in search for it’s own future and in pursuit of it’s own dreams.
I think I’m ready to take this step now but I am still unsure, a bit scared to be honest. but the longer I think of it the certainer I get.I want my freedom and my parents let me do whatever I want but I feel that I should now hold them in account with everything I do and with some things that is true and rightfully so. I’m spending more and more time on my own in my room and do feel guilty that I don’t be with them more even though I live with them under one roof.
I had a conversation with my mother about this not so long ago and she thinks I am not ready yet what make the choice to go even harder because I can help wondering if she is right.I am doing good at the moment but will it last?
and if I will go, how will I tell them without hurting them? I don’t want to make them feel unwanted or anything like that.
Lot’s to think about but I am seriously considering and that means something for me.